me & my mom

This was a few years ago, of course. God I miss her.

Blog color changes and random acts of love.

I changed the colors of my blog, but I still think they blow. I can't seem to figure out the templates. Everytime I attempt to come up with my own color scheme it REALLLY doesn't work. Not the color combos, it's the actual code. I don't know how to change it anymore... gone are the days of basic html I guess. I will live with this one for while.

We watched so much TV this weekend I feel a little stupified by it all. The most impacting thing I watched was the movie "What the $%*@) do we know?" really it's called "What the bleep do we know?" but I like the crazy characters better.

ANYWAY... the movie, well, it started out slow, but it did have some interesting points. It was sort of like a documentary/movie combo. You know how porn tries to have a plot? It's like that... It's scientists talking about quantum physics and trying to have a plot. It didn't QUITE work, but I found it facinating none-the-less.

I found out, and have now verified that it's true, that if you tell water you love it and send a positive vibe of love towards it, it actually changes the water on a molecular level. I know this sounds insane, trust me, I thought it was insane too - but there area all kinds of pictures.. uh.. wait, let me back up. SO this scientist he takes identical bottles of water and tells one he loves it, and tells another that he hates it and it makes him sick. THEN, he freezes it and photographs the crystals that it makes. The one that he hated on was all fucked up and jaggie, and the one he loved was beautiful and snowflake like. Aparently he's done this millions of times and the loved water is always lovely and beautiful. OUR BODIES are like, what, 90 percent water or something??? Wowwwww.. and what does this mean? When we hate people does it actually affect them? I've been a little obsessed about this ever since I saw the movie. I was thinking about it and driving to work this morning and at a stop light there was this man in a van next to me... I looked at him and I thought "I love you" for no real reason except I was feeling like loving him (not in a nasty way) and I concentrated really hard on sending him love.. and then... I SHIT YOU NOT, he smiled. Right out of the blue. He didn't notices me at that point... he just smiled to himself. I really can't help but wonder if he somehow felt the love.

wow!

Can you even believe this plate is available? I sooo want it!