I'm too old to be doing this wha wha my life sucks shit. Isn't teenage angst suppose to be over once you hit 20? I dont know what's wrong with me. I am at a point right now where I don't care if I live or die. I just don't want to feel pain. If I know I could die without it hurting or without effecting my chances of seeing my mom agan, I'd do it in a heartbeat. I have no reason to exist.