Hmm.

Okay, well, I was kinda joking in my last post - but I do sort of feel like I am soaring on seagull wings... really. I went to my therapist last night and she asked me how the new drugs were making me feel. I told her that I didn't want to admit that I felt better, because obviously it's all in my head, the drugs couldn't work THAT fast. She then told me, I was wrong - and that it isn't a seratonin re-uptake inhibitor like paxil or prozak, and that for a lot of people Wellbutrin does work really fast. I was sort of happy (of course I was happy) to know that I wasn't making it all up. But anyway, I've been freakishly cheerful, like smiling and singing in my truck. This is NOT NOTMAL..... for me anwyay. ANd the side effects, if they can be called side effects, make me feel like I'm on speed all the time. I have NO appitite, and when I do crave something I eat about 3 bites and I am so done with it. There are some bad things tho, I can't sleep, I keep waking up all the time, like my arm will rub on something and it wakes me up. That's not too good...
but the speedy side effect just makes me think, who needs sleep?? Sleeping's for chumps!!!! !!! !!! yes, and I want to ad a few more !!!!!!! ! !!!!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !!!! exclaimation marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!