So Long, Sizzling Rice

I *sniff* need *sniff* to give up *sniff sniff* my sizzling rice soup. Omg. I feel like I'm gonna panic just writing that. I don't want to. I want to keep eating it ever single chance I get. I was alone last week and I had it for supper almost every day. I had it last night. I love it. Love it.

but the thing is....

my scale stopped weighing me because I reached the fucking capacity on it . Okay, maybe thats not what happened, maybe it needs batteries, but I am definatly not loseing weight and I have been swimming at least 4 times a week. And we're not talking about leaisurly waddling around in the pool, I've been working my muscles pretty hard.

But every time I get the soup, I also get an eggroll.. and it sounds like soup would be nothing in calories, right? Well... they give you a big thing of sizzling rice for in it, plus those little fried wanton things. Damn it's good.

But. I'm not losing anything. At. All. My pants are still fitting the same, gaaaa. A dude at work did tell my my face looks thinner but maybe thats just because I'm dehydrated bedcause of osmosis or something.

Oh well. I suppose I have to let go of the soup. But dang it, I don't wannna!