Doing Cycles

And these will help me live "above the line"...


How do I feel?

I feel anxiety. I feel sick of being here. I feel afraid I won't be able to catch the puppies now that they are under the deck.

what do I need? I need rest. I need the pups to be gone to a good home. I need to get my freaking ads done so i can leave.

do I need support? i don't know.


Are my expectations reasonable? Yes.

Is my thinking positive and powerful? No.

What is the essential pain and the earned reward?

The essential pain is to buckle down and do it. The reward would be being able to go home and nap.






Hmm. I still feel the same. Tired, overwhelmed, worried.. anxious.