confusion

I don't feel very good about what I'm doing in my life right now. I mean, I went on this quest to make friends and I guess I have, but overall it's becoming a negitive thing. I'm feeling desperate. I'm feeling unsure of myself, of who I am, of whether or not I'm good enough. I'm letting myself conform and I do not want to be a conformist!

I think I really do need a soul searching vacation with just myself, out in a woods or on the road. I need to figure our why I'm being so, i don't know, unlike myself.

I feel like I'm 14 again, and it's sucking as much as it did the first time around.